the value of mindless...

.... Mindless music, mindless attitude, mindless people, mindless activity. I'm trying to make my brain turn off for just one eensy second, and it won't. I'm cursed with the ability to be ever mindful off everything I can possibly contain around me. Which currently means ONE thing, which is bugging me to know end, like a rather large wasp buzzing around my head, attracted to my perfume and readying her stinger to take me down the allergic reaction path of destruction. I feel flawed today. Deeply flawed. I also need a whole pack of cigarettes.