Tuesday, August 30, 2005

it is really ten days?

Since my last post? Wow.

No light yet in the long dark passage to opening of Damn Yankees. The one show for this summer that I didn't get called back for. Not that I would have been cast at all, considering. Apparently I'm just waaaaay too valuable as a workhorse of limited talent.

But I'm not bitter.

I must say I'm lamenting the lack of time I have. My interns are wonderful and have risen to my highest expectations. Im sad that I couldn't be with them more.

I am NEVER doing this to myself again. I have no time for my friends, no time to sleep, no time to do my roots!

And during one of the busiest times. I've done this to myself, I know I know I KNOW.

FEH.

But at Least listening to Maria Callas sing "Un Bel Di Vedremo", and realizing that a million people in Louisiana and surrounding states have nothing left, is tempering my tendency to feel like a victim. The Big Easy is underneath floodwaters, people's pets are most likely drowned, and it'll be months (?) until they get anything back. Totally sucks. I wish I had time to go volunteer.

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